That is what "deeper violet myers" left behind: a ruin you can live in. And strangely, beautifully, the air flows through it better now.
This is the philosophical engine of the entire phrase. In normal logic, ruin is destruction. Ruin is the collapse of a cathedral, the sinking of a ship. There is no "better" following ruin. There is only salvage. deeper violet myers she ruined me 31082023 better
So here’s to Deeper Violet Myers, wherever she is. Here’s to August 31, 2023. And here’s to the ruined ones—the ones who are finally, impossibly, better because of it. That is what "deeper violet myers" left behind:
Now I wake up grateful for the ache. Because ruined means she was real. And better means I stopped pretending I wanted to be put back together the same way. deeper violet myers she ruined me 31082023 better